Boring Days...
I haven't had much to say on here lately; probably because life's been pretty plain and static the last few months. Quite frankly, there just isn't a whole lot of new stuff going on in my life. Work has been.... probably less then exciting. I'm kind of stuck in limbo, as it feels like i'm at a point where I don't know enough to take on fancy new projects, but stuck without a whole lot to do and thus not learning much in the field. I'm trying to become self motivated enough to learn on my own, and slowly working my way through this Cisco CCNA book on my desk, but it's tough. Especially when it just feels like i'm not having the fun that I was perviously at my old position. I don't get to travel anymore, I don't get to tinker with computer components anymore, and I don't feel as involved. It's tough, and a change that I guess i'll have to get used to, but the uncertainty I have and the feeling that I have no clue what I'm doing can be grinding.It's funny since up until now i've just gone through life with what I know or picked up along the way. I hardly studied for anything and just coasted and winged it. Even through the first few years at work. Now here I am doing a WAY more technical field and the ol' "formatting the computer" solutions just don't work anymore. I feel a little out of my league, and compounded by my natural self-consciousness and insecurity, it makes it even harder to settle in and feel useful. All of a sudden my career path seems completely wide open. It's hard to think i've been part of the working crew for 4 years now already. Yeesh, just going to school was so much simpler.
As a side note, I never took pictures of Frostmourne. Need to get around to doing that. I'm getting tired with my blog theme too. I think i'll give it a change this weekend if I have time.
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